Alright this is seroius stuff so please be nice.....

Hello guys how have you all been.... For once this is a seroius joural post for some one in my family is dieing :[ its my great grand ma and to be hosent I feel bitter at her becuase all the stuff she put my grand ma through and the worst part about this is that she could of lived if she got a bone marrow transplant and my grand ma ( Who is really dear to me ) Is taking it pretty hard right now I feel really ticked becuase my great grand ma was a racist and a pretty mean person also defening my cousin ( Who is a drug pushing thug) And paying for one of my aunts and her daughter pills that they snort and always forceing my grand ma to bring them food just so my couisn I mentioned early can just get it after he smoked a few rounds of pot!!! And my aunt daughter is another case all together basically she had two kids out of wedlock and pretty much abandoned one of them always saying she  didn't want it and calling it dumb and stuipd but my mom took the baby that my aunt daugher was abusing so its all good I guess but still I just feel like shouting out the window that I hate my great grand mother I know I shouldn't feel this way but I do... Just please pray for me and my family as we make it thourgh this hard time and stay tuned for more fan fiction